Hi.. I know this is a "pic" community but I don't see any recently so I'm going with a text post is fine.
My name is liz. I'm 24 almost 25 and have had an eating disorder since I was 8 years old. I have been diagnosed with both EDNOS and Bulimia Nervosa in my early 20s. I have recently been in and out of recovery, and I want out again. I came back to livejournal to write about my life and get things out, and to be honest, I came back because it's "safer" then tumblr where your blog can just get up and deleted.
I'm just looking to make friends, people to talk to and share with, go through this with so we're not alone. I do not encourage disordered behavior, but I offer support.
I'm currently devising a calorie limit, and a general plan to remove as much of this weight as possible. with winter coming, that means bigger clothes so its easier to hide a fading body. I want out of this skin so badly. I mostly miss having an awesome ED community to come and talk to people like me and just exist together without fear.